Dear Diary
what about me? He just walked away and left, he just made the decision himself. i wanted him there, i needed him to be there, i kept asking him to stay, please stay, dont leave me, dnt break me like that.
no hold on, i think i just screamed these words in my head, my pride had sealed my mouth. i wanted him to beg, yeah rite, beg for what?
maybe i should start from the begining, tell u the story exactly as it happened, but i dont think i want to look back at this for the rest of my life, cz i mite forget this someday, but i dont want it here to remind me for eternity. so maybe i should tell u what happened, maybe i should just write
dear diary
today was a wonderful day, i am not stupid, i did not do anything i would regrett for the rest of my life.
no hold on, i think i just screamed these words in my head, my pride had sealed my mouth. i wanted him to beg, yeah rite, beg for what?
maybe i should start from the begining, tell u the story exactly as it happened, but i dont think i want to look back at this for the rest of my life, cz i mite forget this someday, but i dont want it here to remind me for eternity. so maybe i should tell u what happened, maybe i should just write
dear diary
today was a wonderful day, i am not stupid, i did not do anything i would regrett for the rest of my life.
posted by Mad woman @ 5:04 AM
3 Comments:
At February 11, 2007 at 3:46 PM,
Anonymous said…
I know how you feel, your heart screams but the words refuse to leave your mouth. When I was younger my brother taught me the saying that "Pain is temporary but pride is forever" I have always tried to follow this since, but sometimes pride is lonely... Nice writings dont stop.
At March 6, 2007 at 11:13 AM,
Anonymous said…
Eh, they come and go sweety, they come and go.... kinda like the seasons - don't worry you'll be fine... time heals all wounds
At March 20, 2007 at 2:44 PM,
Anonymous said…
dont let him hurt you honey... be strong and things will clear out at the end.. just believe in yourself and live day by day ^_^
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